:.wad am i doing:.

e lil' story continues....

dear diary` lil' girl mishs lil' boi` very very much` seeing lil' boi online` yet didnt begin a chat with lil' girl, lil' girl very very sad` she keep think to herself that lil' boi is busy` lil' boi has to study` thats why lil' boi didnt talk to her` lil' girl hopes lil' boi can do well in his examinations` hope after his examinations, lil' boi wont forget lil' girl and wont leave her alone` and would chat with her` but lil' ger keep thinking thinking` seems that she is trying her very best to convince herself` but are they the facts? lil' ger duno` hais` wanna ask clearly` but lil' girl scare scare` hais`

lil' boi already has another lil' gurl in his mind le` lil' boi dont want lil' girl le` hurhur` lil' girl feeling dejected` cried with her tears constantly flow down` its quite a long time since lil' girl cry` she has been holding on to her tears for a long long time` lil' girl tried to strong` as strong as she can be` but there is stew to a limit where lil' girl canot take it anymore` tears jiu flow down` a strong lil' girl will stew be weak at certain times` when lil' girl cries `no one is wib her` no one knows` lil' girl hope lil' boi will be there to wipe her tears for her` but it will nvr happen` she will just have to stay there and cry alone` when lil' girl ish wibb her lil' frens` she tried to smile` to be happy` to put a mask in front of them` a mask of happy face over a crying one`

lil' girl knows she cant force lurve` she cant do anything` but to gib lil' boi her blessings` of cos` faking a smile in front of lil' boi` didnt want lil' boi to know what a weakling is she` knowing that her lurve is one-sided` lil' girl shunned away from lil' boi` told herself repeatedly to give up` that it is impossible` thou' at times` lil' girl stew yearns for lil' boi's attention..~

to be continued...

x-[[ lil' girl lurves lil' boi ]]-x