study. sleepless night.

as i had 17 hrs of sleep yesterday, i could not sleep last night. i talked with qiuxia till about 1am. then i watched tv till 3am. then listened to radio and tried to sleep, but could not. in the end, i slept at 7am. when the sun rises, then i sleep. pengs! i woke up at 10am and had a bath. i was meeting wk and chen at 1130am at airport for studying. erm. i reached at about 1145am. i thought i was late, they were still at tampines! wahs~ even more late than me. lols! so i went to burger king 'chop' place first. haha! bought french fries and a large cup of lemon tea.. i think i ate 2 french fries nia. cos i sick mahs. cannot anyhow eat. but dunno why i still buy. haha! nbm loh. wait for chen and wk come ler. then let them eat. lols! but alter they aso nvr eat much. lols! waste of food =x haha!

chen and wk come ler. then told me ivy and ah hao coming too. and jiamin aso coming. hafiz too. haha!! the six of us sit one table and study. lols~ i did chemistry tys. wk do physics paper. chen and hao do chemistry aso. hafiz do physics. ivy and jiamin do maths. lols~ about 4 like that we go to terminal 1 and play pool. haha! ppl paid $2 to play a game of pool. we paid $2 for 3 games! haha!! play cheat mahs. dont let the ball go in can ler. =x lols~ very cost-effective. haha!! erm. we are eileen, xinzi they all at airport aso. haha! they study at the foodcourt. lols~ later on, we kanna chased by the sercuity. lols~ he said that we are not allowed to study there. and we are not 18 years old to stay there and play pool. wahs~ lols!! bobian liao. have to leave. lols~

wk and jiamin went home first. then we go to the viewing mall to continue study for a while. then hafiz wanna go home liao. so we all go home loh. hafiz took the train. alone. poor thing. lols~ then ah hao pei ivy take bus. then me and chen take 53 home loh. haha! chat on the way. he told me about bball stuff. haha! funny things. lols~ then reached home at abt 7pm. watched tv till now. haha! relaxation time. bleahs~

today is hafiz bdae. happy bdae to hafiz. wees!! hope he always handsome. lols~ forever happy. and get good fulfil his dreams of winning *ahems* lols~ in the o levels. keke!!

*add on* @ o90opm
currently listening to jie shou by liang jingru.. knew the song frm chen and winnie meimei.. but got to hear it thru' the radio. then i requested chen to send me. hees! the song very sad. very meaniful also. full with feelings. hear ler, will feel like wanna cry. hais~ i missing u. lil' girl mishes lil' boii alot. true enuff, after ur exams u didnt even talk to me or contact me. not even a message or even a small chat thru' msn. wk today aso got ask me abt how things between u and me. sighs. wad else. it is just motionless. stagnant. stationary in that timeline. but life for me still has to move on. did i move? i really wondered. if i do, why wouldnt i have walked out of ur shadow. why am i still missing u. lurving u. u may be busy. and i may be unimportant to u. but i always have u in my mind. no matter what i do or where i am. i countdowning. for my o levels to end. for a beginning of my next chapter of my life. but i think for my love life. i think there will be no progress. i will still stay and wait for u, even though u didnt notice me. i will be ur guardian angel. to protect u whenever u needed me. i will be there for u, anytime. just as long as u tell me u needed my help. your every move matters to me. and deep down i really wish that at least u will rmb my bdae and celebrate with me if possible. if cannot, just a bdae wish from u and what u had promised to give me for my bdae. i will be contented.

x-[[ lil' girl always lurving lil' boi ]]-x

x-[[ time will nvr stop, so does my lurve for u =x ]]-x