how i feel.

whenever i come to my blog, i always listen to the music.. to me, it is very nice.. i lurve the music so much to the extent that i like to leave my blog open to that i can hear it.. the blogskin is aso very nice.. " the only thing that ever made sense to me was you " is the phrase that i have been looking for.. to tell someone.. specially for lil' boii.. i dunno why do i have deep feelings for lil' boii.. i jus mish him terribly.. how much i yearn for him, yet i cant get him.. he is just like the stars under the moonlight.. shineing so beautifully up in the dark sky.. i wanna catch it, hold it in my palms, but i couldnt.. the blog music played as a background when i am thinking of him.. he filled up my mind.. and the music seems as though it is telling a story.. of me and him.. nt our lurve, cos it is only a one-sided lurve.. perhaps what i am feeling for him, is what he is feeling for the ger he likes.. he carried the same bag that his dream ger carrys.. for me, i wanna buy the same hp that he use..

hais.. what am i doing here.. writing all sorts of rubbish.. guessed i am gg to sleep lerh.. nites..