sighs~

Received a call from Ziwei korkor. Told me he in Singapore, Monday he will be flying off to China and later migrating to Canada. A year later then he will be coming back to Singapore (for a few days). So he said he wished to see me later in town. Considered as see him for the last time before he leaves. SOBs! but then i cant make it. I going to visit Serena's grandmother. She was admitted to hospital a few days ago. Back to Ziwei first. Hais. wanna to send him off for his flight.. But he said it is 5am. OH GOSH. cant lah. got to wait for next year when he come back... sobs.. mish him lots... Thanks kor for doting me when i know u... Though we drifted away due to my O levels.. but i nvr forget abt u.. still lurve u as my korkor! muacks* take care... Bon Vovage~

Meet Serena and we both went to Gleneagles Hospital to see her grandmother. She was admitted to ICU(Intensive Care Unit). Reached her ward. And saw her lying on the bed. With all the tubes connecting her and the machines. There are so many tubes in her... Thru' her nose. her mouth. and also a urine bag connecting to dunno where. The tube thru' her nose is for the food. The food constantly feed thru the tube.. Can u imagine the pain she is suffering? Then the tube she is biting at the side of her mouth is for help in breathing.. It is tiring to keep biting on smthg. Hais.. See her like that.. I very sad.. dunno how to say.. just sad. I miss the times when Serena and me played with her around. So lively when she is in the house. But everything changed. Hais.. Make me think of APEL lesson. 80 years down the road, what will u be doing? by then i will be 97. Full of sickness. Seeing ah ma like that.. i dun wan to live that long loh. I wan to die early and happy. Not to go thru' these type of suffering and pain. HAIS~

Life is unpredictable. cherish ur loved ones and be as happy as u can. Either happy or sad u will still have to live ur life. So why dont live it happily? At least maybe ur happiness will brightens up another's day! I want to be happy everyday* =)