3 days. i kept thinking of u.

thursday, o1 feb'07
had culinary proficiency test. guess i did badly. but should be sufficient to pass. LOL! till today, i'm still very slow in cooking.

i'm a tortoise! argh! why am i sooo damn slow. hate myself for that.




And, i think i am a bad leader. saded. i'm sorry my culinary mates. for having such a bad leader like me. who work like a tortoise. damn.






was kinda pissed over the fact that we got hand in the market list by the end of the day. cos we thought we couldnt rush it out. thus, bad tempered i am. thanks michelle and longxin for helping me out. to take lead the grp. and of cos, thanks the whole group for staying back and discuss it together. =))

later was alright, as i realised that chef jason also has a lot of work to do. so like cant blame him either. only have myself to blame, for not asking properly how the market list should be like. =x





afterwhich, saw shan they all. went dinner with them. at chinatown. =)) long time since i am out with them. i surely do mished them. shoudl be having a wonderful dinner. but was kinda spoilt by two china couple. cant stand them for their rudeness. =x

but soon after, after the couple left, we are backed to ourselves. happy mood! =)) grins* went shopping awhile. they played games. childhood games. HA! those pasar maslam games! deprived childhood we had. HA~ soo fun. then, feeling tired. the few of us went back home first.



friday, 02 feb'07
had arts appreciation lesson. bored. boring! didnt attend the lecture of cos. HA! =x then yah, we draw lots and i am soo damn sway. that i am 2nd, next week. -.-"" pengs. so unlucky. HA! but also good lah, get it done and over with.

wanted to go for OSIP(Overseas Student Internship Program) talk with beeyan. in the end, didnt. was late for it, thus rather not turn up. beeyan and sk was teaching me, sri and adel OPERA. oh great. i dunno lotsa stuff. damn. pray hards for my test. OH GOD.




meeting baobei at 6pm. and she says she will be late. till 7pm. in the end, around 730pm then she reached. double penalty! red card OUTS! hahas~ cos she made promise twice mahs. first is 6pm, then she broke it. 2nd is 7pm and she still late. LOL~

first penalty, she treated me for dinner. an expensive one. white dog cafe. my 2nd time eating there. not really very exp lah. but exp for our current situation. no money mahs! HA! it choked up to a bill of 45bucks for jus the two of us. =x **guilty**





then we went to walk walk.. slacked at the open space of vivocity. best place for slacking. for friends, and couples. HA! then went home.



saturday, 03 feb'07
woke up. so bored! i am dying...... of boredness! nothing for me to do. actually, there is. CULInary quiz. MICE field trip. and ACCHT hmwk. but.. i had no mood to do them all.

damn. what's wrong with me?




i am super distracted recently. super bored also. i kept thinking. thinking. of empty-ness and you. ARGH. i had no mood. i can go crazy at one moment. and the energy can dies off the next moment. and i will look as though, i jus fallen out of love about 4 hours before(as claimed by baobei).

i mished you. i really do. damn. u filled up my mind. you distracted me from my life. can u leave fcuk off from my brain. leave me alone.. as it is torturous. ARGH. can i have a peaceful mind? why made my heart flustered, when i am contented being in the current state? i'm almost crazy thinking. thinking of you.







at times, i have the urge to go clubbing. to dance it all out. to dance away the thoughts. the troubles. the unhappiness. the reality esp. can someone bring me go? to forget all. about everything.