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back again~ okie` i fine ler` after a nite of tears` forget everything liao` stew rmb lemuel korkor always teach me de` after a sleep` everything will be the next day` a brand new one~ haha!! kinda true` cos we can choose to forget or bear grudges` haha!! i am nt those will like to bear grudges as hating ppl ish tiring` trying to find fault wib or in them` ohhh my` waste of time!! haha` just let bygones be bygones` =] keke`

hurhur` kinda sad dao` by moi geo results` cos of one of the qns` totally fcuked up loh` cos i nvr related back to the question` then jiu get 1/6 only` kaos!!!! dulan leh` hai wo fail geo` 23/5o` hurhur!! bu fu qi` it is not as if i didnt study for it` wa lan` damn pek chek` but nvr mind lah` o level cannot like that jiu hao ler`

wah~ these few days` ppl keep pestering teachers to gib them a few marks` so that they can qualify for the 3months thingy` lols!! fer me` i didnt` well, cos i didnt want to go into jc mahs` then pestering teachers to make my grade look better` but in fact ish not` ish of no use` since my grade is that lousy` then let it be tt way loh` the next time do better can ler` self-comforting moiself` haha!!

today damn hot` wa lan` keep sweating!! bth ahhh` pon tank last 3 periods =x haha` cos hairil aso pon tank` haha!! then the malay girls too` haha!! notti seh` =x haha!! went to mac to eat and loiter around tm and back to school` to collect moi geo results loh` zhao zhi dao` dont go back ler` straight go home better` haha!! nbm lah` lols~

ermmm.. today i think i feel the sense of jealousy` not in terms of bgr lah` in terms of friends` well, i always hab this problem` ppl who i know well, and are close wib me` are starting to be closer to moii frens` in other words` snatched =x haha!! well, i am selfish` =x haha!! but like.. the feeling of them closer to my frens` make me feel jealous` and wonder why i cant retain moi frens` izzit cos of my behavior? izzit cos of i got attp` or izzit cos of they think i am putting a front` well, do i hab this problems? i dont think so` well, perhaps i am just soo stupid` soo unfeeling` sooo idiotic` that ppl whom are close wib me first` will then be closer to moi frens` perhaps my frens know better on sweet-talking` that is what i dunno` i dunno how to sweet-talk` i am blunt` straight forward` overboard` well, all the weaknesses lies in me` soooo leave me further and further away from me` that will be a better way` then i will just be solo player` be alone` ~~~ dont be close with me if u dont intend to be close wib me for the rest of my days` just wanna in search for a few close frens will do` but they nvr seems there` just like a switch` on and off` i hate it` i dont like it` i guess i am jus attp girl` over-possesive girl` sooo dont bother to be moii frens` cos i am a horrible girl!!! =x

-x.]] things just goes soo wrong [[.x-

-x.]] fer me~ [[.x-

-x.]] well, books will be moii buddy then[[.x-

-x.]] so are soft toys and precious bed [[.x-

-x.]] trys to get to mood of studying [[.x-