sadness! broke off with ryan.

Many things happen recently.. can say i sway till canot sway ah! LOL~ i broke off with my boyfriend.. which i still lurve him now.. hais. we broke off on 11 July 2005. Started on 14 April 2005. Been almost 3 months lerh.. and i still lurve him.. kinda amazing rite.. that i can stay in a bgr so long. =X hahas! been quite a long time since i get really serious in a relationship.. was of cos sad that we broke up. Not i wanted it. It is him who ask for it. Hais. The story behind is very long lah. Have told some of my goodie friends about it. And they consoled me. Care for me. I do feel loved, By friends. Thanks guys for being there for me. =) I will get over it ASAP de! Keke.

Another is my Tourism Transport Business(TmTptBus) online test. We have to save it before submitting it just in case our answers might me lost. I did as told, but..... My answers till gone. Cos i press 'Save' then the page opens 'Internal Error Occurred' There's nothing i could click except 'ok' so i did loh.. i thought i can go back to the same page with my answers.. Unfortunately, no loh! All my answers gone. Then my set of questions changed loh. To tougher ones.. OMG! so sway sia. Then of course i cried. =X pek chek mahs. I'm the first case like that somemore loh. WTH sia. then bobian loh. Just do it and get over it. hahas`

But of course got happy thing lah! Went to Amy's house to stayover on 11 July 2005. After broke up. But then the stayover is planned days before de.. hahas! Not cos i sad then go her house to ton. LOL! On 11 July 2005 got me and Sengkwang and Jason stayover her place. Had fun. Taped video of us. hahas! and Took pictures. =) Then 12 July 2005 is our class BBQ! before that, me and Sengkwang took cab to school together.. Got Project Meetings mahs.. to do our projects mahs. Then later after project went back to Amy's house for BBQ loh.. Around 14 people turned up. Yummy stingray.. Muwhahas` Then got a few of us stayover.. Me, Jason, Sengkwang, Janice, Huishan, Shulay and Adeline. We played blind mouse and had war with Jason. muwhahas! Also got taped down the war.. hahas! Then the next day we went back home around 3pm.. Had lunch at KFC bedok.. (Makes me think of my ex.. hais. eaten at there with him before..) Then went back home..

Today i did project and went back home loh. Guai rite.. hahs! Dunno why i have been losing appetite.. Hais. duno izzit cos of him or i jus dun feel like eating.. LOL! One day less than one meal loh.. Not even considered as half a meal ahh.. =X die lerh.. insufficient nutrients.. =X LOL!

* still lurve my ex. Still as heartbroken. But i know its impossible to be together again.. Muacks* I lurve rongfa. Happy enough to know that you once lurved me.. =]