new blogskin.

Have the feel to change my blogskin. So i did. hees. Is it nice? Of cos not i do one lah.. lols~ Memories.. Some memories i cant forget. will still remember. of cos mostly the happie ones. who want to rmb sad stuff.. hahas!


Since September till now. Many things happen. Exams are over. Waiting for results. Dunno if will take Supp Paper anot. Hopefully not. *Prays hard* 24 September 2005. Release of Results. will then meet my doom. =x haha! Some personal matters also happened. Out of the sudden. Hais. I never learn to treasure people, things and everything. Maybe i shld learn to always remember the happie stuff and forget the unhappie ones. Afterall, life is short. Live it happily. With no regrets. Forgive and forget, what a hard thing to do. But i will eventually. (But dunno when lah. How long will i take.. emm.. No idea. lols~) Cos i never know when will i live till. Perhaps till tmr only? or another week? or a few years down the road. No one has the answer. Thus, better to forgive and forget when u have the chance to. if not.. once the person is gone, you have no chance to do so. (Dunno talk what rubbish ah me)


And, my primary school bestie grandma passed away. Known her ah ma since Primary 3. Still remember the past, whereby i tried to communicate with her. But cant, cos my dialect canot make it. The lively and cheery ah ma's health slowly deteriorate as years go by. And eventually passed away on 13 September. My pri sch bestie didnt even see her for the last time. Cos couldnt reach on time. Hais. Ah ma dotes my pri sch bestie the most de, of all her grandchildren. Yet, didnt manage to see her before she die.. Hais. Saded. Today(15 Sep) went to ah ma de funeral.. at Jurong East. She look so different.. so not like her. She look much fatter at her cheeks. how come? emm.. Ah ma, i mish u.. ='( cried within my hart*


** Papa, i lurve u lots. =))