starting to recover. =)

Wednesday, 20 July 2005
Today is our FFBSci consultation with Mr Tadlani acted by Mr Govin. Before that we had an hour lesson as usual. We are unsure if there's any lesson before the consultation. But my group meet early anyway, just in case mahs. Really got lessons loh. Some of my classmates didnt know about it. Called up Janice and told her and ask her to inform the rest of her group. Cos it seems like only her group most people never turn up. Mr Govin taught us about sweet wine. Then we were like O.O! we dont have the notes leh. He said we should have. It is available in the Ole-bb. I began to worry. Izzit cos i didnt print properly, thats why the whoel class dont have. Cos i am the one who print the notes for the class mahs. Then like stressed loh. Hai the class dont have the notes for lesson. Guilty about it. Went to check later and realise that it is not in the Ole-bb loh!! Phew! Made me guilty for nothing. Hahas~ Anyway, the FFBSci consultation with Mr Tadlani was a big failure. The answers he gave us kinda not direct loh. Then have to email him more about it. Mafan. =X hahas!

Had CommSkills lesson later. Boring! Supposed to watch a video on Oral Presentation(OP). But i slept in class instead. =X OOPs! hahas~ Too tired lerh. Been sleeping late mahs. Thats why. hahas! After that, Janice, Huishan, Jason, Jasmine and some others went to the Travel Fair to do their duty. Whereas, Amy and Sengkwang went to Tampines Mall to eat. For me, i went to home to change to my dance attire. Trackpants and Tee. Hahas! Then meet Amy and Sengkwang at Tampines Mall. Bought ice cream and Rotiboy for Jason they all. Meeting them at Bedok MRT Platform. we were late! OOPs! sorry. hahas! Wanted to use the Rotiboy to threaten them if they are angwee with me. hahas! Bad right us? =X Late for dance as well loh. Sorry about it. Did a personality test before the dance. Was quite correct. But only Sengkwang part.. The test said he is ROMANTIC. NO WAY MAN! how can it be!!! =X oops. hahas! Had fun about it. Then later learn few more dance steps. Hmm.. seems that i cant catch up. I keep forgeting which leg first all that. WTH* with me man.. aiyox.

After dance we went to 123 Coffeeshop to eat dinner loh. Ate mixed rice. I ordered alot of food. As a result, i couldnt finish them. =X I ordered fish, Curry chicken, Curry potato and Vegetable(duno what name). Alot right? Pig sia me. Then we bought Bubble tea again to drink. hahas! Enjoyed it. =)) Afterwards, i went to meet Serena at Tampines. She is with her boyfriend, Xiaokelvin and his friend, Eddy. Tired and bored over there. Cos dunno them mahs. Then later walk walk with Serena loh. Went to Shilin Taiwanese Food at Century there de. They eat loh. Then i drink bubble tea again! LOL~ A while later, Yongfa came down. Due to Xiaokelvin or what ah.. Anyhow de they all. Then make me so paiseh. But still got talk to him a little bit. Friends mahs. =) Keke. Later took a cab back home.

Saw how loving xiaokelvin and serena was. Kinda envy them. Some actions xiaokelvin did that reminds me of rongfa(my ex). Their actions kinda alike loh. Memories of him and me flashing in my mind. and I realise I mish him dearly. hais~ Later at home, rongfa called me. I was surprised. Later then i learnt that he didnt do it out of his accord, but 'instructions' given to him. Sadden* Please do things willingly, do not do things cos u are being instructed to. ='(

Thursday, 21 July 2005
Meet Janice and Melanie at 10am to do TravGeog Case Study 2. Decided on who to research on what cities or countries lerh. 11am then we go Biz Park eat. =) All of us hungry ler mahs. bleahs* Later had BCS lessons. Almost whole class didnt do the tutorial hwk. Cos holiday break mahs. Who will rmb to do sia. =X hahas! Teacher then say next week all must submit. -.-" Mafan. She then teach us Microsoft Excel. Aiyox. Got alot of functions leh. I cant rmb what she taught loh. Die lah! Got project somemore de leh! Wa piang! Must help me if i dunno wor. =P bleahs* Who are the Excel Experts? *Searching* Print my notes during the one hour break before MicrEcon lessons. Janice, Shulay and Jasmine pei me print. thanks =) And learnt a big secret!!! Jasmine can MOVE HER EARS! surprised leh! we tried moving ours, but cant! hahas~ Find Jason they all and went to MicrEcon lecture. Was a little late. OOPs` had to sat in the front row loh. Cant sleep. sobs! hahas~ and we keep dropping stuff to the ground. Esp. Shulay. hahas~ Drop her pen. Later drop pen cover. lols` Lost my pencil top cover in the Lecture room. Sobs! Went home afterwards.

Friday, 22 July 2005
We planned to meet half an hour earlier to fill in the choice of business we wanna use for our Microsoft Excel project. I was punctual. But i see no one. hahas! Sit at the bench at the Biz School Entrance and wait loh. The next one to appear, surprisingly is Jason. hahas! With his newly red hair!!! Aiseh. Not bad wor. hahas~ Then later Janice came and we left to fill in first. and help the rest to fill in as well. Then went for MicrEcon tutorial lessons. During the tutorial we were busy talking to ourselves. Kinda ignore teacher presence. Made him angwee. Then he sat down and didnt talk. Almost all of us 'bo chup'(didnt care about) him. and talk even louder! OMG! he got pissed off and said that if we wanna ask him questions then ask. If not tutorial end. =X So the whole tutorial lesson that is supposed to last 2 hours ended an hour before instead.

Then later eat at Engineering School, the one further down the school de. Ordered curry noodles. The tray put two drinks and a bowl of Curry noodle. I lift it up and the water spilled! OMG! So paiseh sia! Somemore, i was wearing the HTM tee that day leh. Wah lao. So malu. Aiyox. No more image liao. hahas! Then later went APEL lesson. As our APEL teacher had resigned, we got a new teacher. He is quite fun. He told us of his life. All his job opportunities and how he made a choice without burning the bridges. Interesting.

Then later go for TmTptBus lesson. We are supposed to 'present' our Issue Presentation and answer questions given by our classmates and teacher. Wah lao. We are like fighting for war during the 2 hours loh! Keep thinking of questions to ask the other groups. And think of solutions to answer their questions! Stupid Sengkwang. Keep posting questions for us. While we are still typing the answer for his question 1, he already post question 2 liao! Buay Tahan him. But we had fun lah. hahas! Then later the last grp. Grp 4 turn. Their presentation so messy loh! Cos of the overlapping texts and lengthy information. Aiyox. took us more than 10 mins to read! =X In the end, gave up reading. Too boring liao. hahas! Somemore fighting war loh, want to no more energy liao. hahs! Tried finding information thru' the net and ask them questions they didnt put in their slides! mwuahahhs` =P disturb them. =X hahas! End of the 2 hours, wah! Fingers very numb. LOL! Energy-consuming loh! lols~

Went home after that. Then watch teebee. Cos brother came back and wanna use the comp mahs. Sian! After 8pm no show lerh.. Went to take a nap.. But i slept till 3am in the morning!! OMG! pig sia. i think cos the past few days i have been sleeping at around 3am or 4am. Oh gosh! not even sleep! Then continue my sleep till 10am the next day. hahas! meaning.. From 8pm to 10am! siao bo! =X

Saturday, 23 July 2005
As i said, i woke up at 10am. Bathe and went for dance at 230pm. Was the last one to turn up. =X oops! but wasnt late lah. Just nice on the dot! hahas! Sengkwang brought 2 friends to join us. Dance together. The dance is rather nice de. Just that the beat very fast. Then got a few moves i do like very weird. Very unnatural. hahas! Then later ended the dance at 430pm.

Rushed down to Tampines to meet my baobei ling~ qiuxia and angela! The four of us! =) The Promise, the name we formed in Sec 2. We ate at Phin's Restaurant. I ordered Mushroom Soup and Spaghetti. Finished them up! Greedy pig! Surprised that i can finished them loh! Then we chat till shiok shiok before leaving. The person keep refilling the drinks for us. Machiam dun wan us to go like that. hahas! Then later walk around. Went to try on a top which i like but too mature on me. Sobs` so didnt buy loh. Then later we go pasar malam.. Bought wrapping paper! 10 cents each nia leh! so cheap. grab more!! mwuahahs` i bought only 2. hahas! only like two mahs. keke! Then later we went home loh. Ling pei me wait for bus 81 cos she later got meet her SJAB friends. So cant take 81 with me. Sobs! hahahs~ had a chat with her about bgr stuff. =) Thanks for ur advice. muacks ling~ bleahs*

Sunday, 24 July 2005
Planned to meet at 10am at hougang mall. Changed time to 11am instead. and then changed to 12pm. hahas! we are just too tired to wake up early. LOLs` I reached around 1130am. Then walk around Hougang Mall first loh. Bought two 'Ice Lemon Tee' tanktops. 2 for $10 nia mahs! Cheap leh. =X hahas` Just buy i think will wear de lah. hahas~ Then bought a body foam also. Dunno why. Feel like buying loh! Then later meet Janice liao. Bought carrot cakes and some snacks back to her house. Meet Melanie at Interchange and off we go to Janice's house! Eat and slack at her place cos only got one computer mahs. Since one of us is using then the other two got nothing to do loh. Then i took short naps at her place loh. Then did some research and left at 7pm like that.. On the bus then realise.. OOPs! forget to take my plastic bag of the tanktops and Body foam. hahas~ blur leh me. Old liao. Forgetful. LOL! then back home. Been slacking till now. Cos brother using computer mahs. Then i watch teebee aso. Hehe. After writing finish, i think i then start my research again! lols~ Late night today again! Yawns*

Thanks for those who showered care and concern on me. And given me lots of advices. Really thank you. I trying to get over it soon. =)) "The dark road may seems tough, but you still have to walk on.. then you will be able to see brightness again.. If not you will stuck within darkness forever.. " quoted by me! bleahs* "It may be beautiful memories to you, but not to him(Rongfa)." quoted by ling~ I know and i understand what u mean. But dunno when will it get thru' my brain. When will i find back the old me. The crazy little one that get 'high' easily. and always being 'high'. the 'trouble-free' girl who make other people's day happy. I really mish the real me.. I bet you guys mish the real me as well right? =X Been trying to be as normal as i can, but my act have been seen through by friends. Surprisingly, SengKwang is one of them. hahas! When can i be me again? Hais. *mystery 12.38am