love hurts, aint it?

the tp dance concert was like wooh!! though some of the dances isnt very nice. cos like all actions like not very pei.. not together.. but overall, it's great. my dearest mummy, amy dance so cute.. so cartoon and her costume is emmm.. dont like.. auntie!! hahaas~ then later we met up with sk and eat dinner at bedok interchange.. =)) yummy porridge. but no appetite to eat furthur more.. then later went home.. baobei stayover at my place.. cos of avoiding some disaster item at home. =x hahahs!! seems like my place has been a bomb shelter for her. LOL.

pple ard me has been hurting.. cos of a bloody word, LOVE.. this can hurt my friends dearly.. as a friend, i couldnt do anything to help them feel better.. but to only pray for the dark clouds to go away.. hey u pple, stop hurting my dearest friends.. leave them alone if u arent serious.. came to a conclusion that, all loves that starts.. will end eventually.. THE BEGINNING OF THE END.. so why start? sighs. it's not within our control.. if only, love is something that we could control.. then i would stop myself from falling in love.. cos somehow or rather.. i dont wish for it to end..

feeling low recently... ahh.. i pms bah.. dunno what's wrong with me.. i'm afraid.. afraid of falling in love.. cos i am scare of getting hurt.. yah, i am easily hurt.. crys easily.. jus like a water tap.. as describe by baobei.. LOL. i scare that i might have like you, mr Display.. why are u giving some wrong hints from the start? and didnt continue with it? perhaps u realise that u are wrong, thats why u stop. you know.. this has been giving some aimless dreams recently.. unrealistic dreams rather.. sighs.

perhaps i shld jus stop myself from falling, i will try.. i hate myself from liking somebody.. why sink yourself into misery when u could jus stop it from the start.. stupid me. why do stupid acts for the other, when he doesnt appreciate or knows about it.. love is jus stupid.. argh!! why when i am feeling sick.. lying on the bed since 9pm.. but jus didnt wanna sleep.. cos of waiting for a call.. a call from him.. i waited and waited.. but.. my phone didnt ring.. gave up after waiting for 3 hours.. meaning.. i waited till 12mn. finally off to my sleep. spent 3 hours waiting.. how patient i am huh?

the following day, still got to wake up early for work.. was feeling cold all along.. didnt wanna move alot.. didnt wanna talk alot too.. it's so not me lah!! i was known to be the super noisy there.. LOL! when i was feeling cold, he adds on to the coldness.. we didnt talk much.. ignore each other like for good.. physically sick was bad enuff, now still adds on with mentally sick.. gosh! i'm gg crazy.. think i gotta let go.. of the mental sickness... to never think of him.. and rmb importantly.. love hurts and doesnt have a good ending...

school starting soon... awwh.. so sian!! though i mish school.. i too mish holidays.. cos..... the fear of projects are gg to be here again!! AHHHH!!