pissed.i hate my parents. my first time clubbing. hee

saturday, 03 feb'07
continued from the last entry..........


I was soo damn bored that i decided to go out.. wake baobei up with a call, and meet her shortly after. we went to town, with the MOTIVE of helping my brother to look for the 'crystal or glass apple'. i was sooo bored, that i dress up myself going out WILLINGLY. once in a million. LOL!



we had dinner first. at food republic, wisma. we shared hokkien mee. then besides us, were sitting a ang moh couple. they are very friendly and seems to be travellers. they look kinda interested in our 'hokkien mee', asking us if it is nice or not. HA!

guess what we did? give them a mouthful of hokkien mee loh! pple has different taste mahs. i may think it is nice, but not the same for you.




then we begin the search of 'apples'.


damn. so hard to find. so many places didnt have it. walk and walk, still dont have. getting bored, we planning what to do later..


and, i wanted to go club.. and we did. hee. meet up with baobei's friend, jaiqi. jiaqi brought her colleague, norman. the four of us, went to club momo as suggested by norman. weeh! excited.


my first time going to a club. hee. charges are $15 with a free drink. for ladies. gents? i am not too sure. i dislike the dress code. no slipper/ sneakers for ladies. damn. i hate dancing with heels. or rather even wear heels. **well, i was crazy that day.. so i wear heels. HA! **


went in. realise that it isnt as smoky as described by pple. was introduced by friends's friends. till i blur. lost. cant be bothered with them. then.. jiaqi pull me to go dance with her. when the dance floor aint even packed or full at all. then, it is like very awdward for me to dance. perhaps cos i am used to dance in big crowd. like during camps, in TP.

after a short while, i got into the mood. and dance. HA! baobei they all first time see me dance. =p she says it is different from my normal self. HA! my nerd self? the guai kia? HA! well, i dont think so bah. jus being myself all the while. grins*

and yah, left club momo at around 330am. actually planned to go home. but.. yah, norman was kinda sad. so like we stayed outside.. accompany him to chill down. and talk about his troubles. and stuff like that. till 6am, then we took cab home. to baobei's house.





and yah. my muchly anticipated night, wasnt as impressive as i thought it would be. emm.. well, so.. it is jus a club. dim lights, which is close to no lights at all. comfy seats. drunk pple. pretty girls. thats all. and yah, alot of sexy girls! wooh! =p



sunday, 04 feb'07
we then woke up at 6pm plus. power right? HA! bathed and left her house. then baobei came over my house to stayover. then yah, had dinner. watch superstar!

daren won! =)) it doesnt matter much to me anyway. jus that.. got songs to listen liao. HA! he sings nice mahs.



and we talked thru' the night. and blah. weeh! then she do facial for me. hee! grins* thanks baobei. and yah, i also bought soccer tix. for the fun of it. HA! i won. so happie** but baobei lost. think cos she's with me ah. if she is meeting me or so. she cant buy soccer tix. else, she will most likely lose money de. HA! weirdo huh?

and yah, slept. late. very late.

monday, 05 feb'07
prepared bfast. eat with baobei. then rushed to school. damn. late for class for a min. as in, was a min late for the 15mins grace. no attendance for me.

sucks! sighs. first warning letter of my TP life! damn. but had class as usual.


skipped lecture. went for lunch. eat fruits. back to school, for lodging test. think either i passed it barely, or i failed it. damn. hate OPERA test. i wasnt difficult. but... ... the system is damn laggy. irritating! PEK CHEK!

then took my culinary quiz with beeyan they all. thanks beeyan, jasmine and adel for help. sri aso. grins* muacks**


then went to meet baobei. eat hk cafe. and do accounting hwk there. and... then walked around for a while. and went home.



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i hate it. when u control my life. you know best of me. u know that i dislike my parents to speak ill of my friends. yet, u do it again.



and yah, i know u two are best at hyperlink-ing. linking that fact that i am with my baobei too much. that she comes over to our house often. that i came home late. WITH the fact that my bank account is running on low cash. HELLO? i am not working!!

you do not support me. u only provide me with travelling expenses. all meals, i have to pay for my own. i pay my own entertainment with friends. and i NEVER WORK okay? tell me how am i gg to survive? except to spend my bank account money.


i hate it when u say my friends are of bad influence. they are NOT, okay? u want to know what it means by real bad influence? I can show you, prove to u. what is defined as me being led by bad influence.


i also hate it. when u compared me with other pple. like my dearie cuzzies. WE ARE DIFFERENT! we lead different life. we have different friends. u want me to be like my cuzzie? can, brainwash me and put a micro chip in my brain. and i will "works" like what u wanted me to be. i can be a robot by then. if u want to COMPARE, i can compare u with my friends' parents who are more understanding, caring than you two. but i didnt, i know thigns cant be compared this way. u? u understand this logic? i doubt so.


i know u two are worried for me, but HELLO!!! i am 18 already. no longer 3-year-old kid. by doing all this to me, aint doing any help to me. i need to learn. to be exposed to the torturous and hurtful world. by protecting, wont be of use to me in the future.


and for your info, now currently is baobei who is giving me treats when i dont have the money to eat. u two? u know i am running on low cash, do u give me any money? NO!! then what for u talk so much? complain so much.. You say u wont want to give me uneccessary money to spend. so what can i do? depend on my friends now. and later return them the favour. work after the holidays. u think i like being poor is it? I DONT, OKAY! having no money is terrible. having to borrowing money from friends is sooo STRESS and PAISEH. i dont like it. but i have to, i have no choice.






ARGH! i said all these out of anger. of my own thoughts. i hope u two will understand me. and leave my friends alone. dont talk bad about my friends. ELSE, next time.. i will never let u know who are my friends. who are the people i hang out with. and everything i have, will have a security password or lock. that i will shut u away from my life. my true lifestyle.

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baobei, i'm sorry. for everything. muacks*