dilemma, i am in

blog ah blog.
a place to say my thoughts.
well, not entirely aso.
cos it will still be view by public.

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i dont mind having two grp of frens
but when they meet tgt
and sort of not very pleased with each other
or so
or just well, not gam.. cant communicate
disaster strikes

dislike such situation
when i am stuck,
neither here nor there
i cld only stand at the fence
helplessly
war seems inevitable
and i cldnt do anything
to resolve the dislike or misunderstanding
awdwardness is there.
wad i can do, is to take
neither sides
and leave.

sometimes how i wish
they didnt meet
or they dunno of each other existence
then i need not
be sandwiched.
if only.... ....
they could click.

dream on i guessed
i could only be one party
at a time
leaving the other out.
thats wad pple mean by
"you cannot have the best
of both worlds. "
how i hate to believe that its true
but it is.
and i had to.
dilemma i am in

i dont wish to do anything
any move i choose
seems to wrong
its better that i have
nothing.
then at least
i wouldnt be trapped
like this.


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butch hunt was emm..
disappointing?
no pretty girls!
but well,
i met my friends

=)) hee.
saw jari there too.
wonders if devon was there as well
but i didnt even approach jari
maybe she will be kinda
suprised if she realise i went
hah!

muwahhaa!
spotted vanessa twice.
and she didnt see me
even once. =p
caught her smoking aso!
lols

couples were dancing around us.
interesting to see show
see them muack muack!
hahah! free show.