things happening..

many days have past.. and i know i have been lazy.. =x



many things happened recently. things have changed. so is my thinking.. somehow or rather, i realised i'm no longer me. at different aspects of my life, i have changed alot mentally. my way of thinking have changed. my views. and everything..

** sometimes i find that i dunno what are u thinking. when are u serious, when are u not. perhaps due to the fact that u has the expertise of pretending. of hiding ur feelings and thoughts. this is where we are different.




12days of activities, what have i done? each day, i have one.

wednesday, o7 march '2007
i have been to sentosa outing with my poly clique.. it was a fun day. where all of us, played games like captain's ball. and indian poker with forfeits. each forfeit has it own fun and dares.. and of cos, we got to know each other better.. in terms of our own personal secrets.. =))

then we all brought one kind of food at least to have a picnic all tgt.. and yah, we brought too much food. tried to eat as much as we can.. and brought home the rest..

thursday, o8 march '2007
woke up damn early for work. the newfeel pad distributor in bus. haha! bet alot pple mus have encounter these 'angels in yellow' around in some interchanges.. work was kinda boring.. though the bus driver was nice. =)) finished my work early and went to meet baobei~

we ate cineleisure hk cafe.. missed the food there~ haben been gg there to eat mahs. we used to keep eating there.. we are like some sort of regular customers loh. HAH! then after dinner, planned to watch a movie.. but nahs. NO MOVIE to watch. late night shows are too few.


friday, o9 march '2007
started another work. as a safra membership promoter~ meet beeyan at bugis earlier. i ate my MACdonald bfast. then off to work.. it as damn boring at first.. cos dunno how to approach pple. and seriously, i hate being approached.. so yah, still i am doing this job. LOL! cos of MONEY!

made new friends. there's pretty girl yah. =)) cehui~ haha! my pretty girl, that i bio everyday. haha! she is one of the colleagues that i worked with during the roadshow. the other three includes beeyan, huiru(happens to be beeyan's pri sch fren) and junhao(who only work for a day).

and also, thru' this job.. as i was too bored, i looked into the jewellery shop that was infront of me.. then the sales staff, looked at me too! our eyes met.. and.. yah. we smiled at each other~~ haha! yah, then we got to know each other.. and also her colleague. emm.. she has a very sweet smile. she looks soo CUTE! esp. her smile. like small girl girl like that~~ AWWW!

saturday, 10 march '2007
again, same job. but this time round.. we talk more to each other.. i meant the four of us, me, beeyan, cehui and huiru~ hahas! we even take photos tgt~ grins* work was more fun with them around~ keke!

then at night meet baobei to go clubbing. went to st james. with ah bing and his friends. one of his, Irene's b'day. as i was too tired, and the music wasnt nice that day. and i drink too fast. like keep drinking lah. so yah, too tired that i feel very sleepy. =x

they started to get worry for me, so baobei sent me home early~ emm.. first time i nvr really dance at club. -.-"" defeat my purpose. but yah, i'm out of my mind aso.. ming ming got work, still wanna go club. searching for death de me.

sunday, 11 march '2007
last day of safra membership roadshow. aww.. i mish these girls. have to meet up with them someday. haha! as for cehui, when she's 18 then we can go clubbing tgt. haha! she asked me de wor~ AWWW... so honoured. LOL!

took photo w the jewellery shop girls too! =)) hee. mish the CUTE girl. keke~ baobei fetched me after work. then sk came aso. so me, beeyan, baobei and sk went to eat ICE MONSTER~ grins* yummy yummy~ hee.

bought carrot cake and home sweet home. smiles*

**btw, know a guy thru this roadshow. he studied astrology all that. AWW! i am so interested to know more.. got his contact to hopefully able to get him to help me to find out more about myself. haha! **

monday, 12 march '2007
supposed to go drinking with terry. but yah... lost my voice thru' promoting safra membership for the past few days. intended to stay at home.. till yah, junior ask me out for a movie.

emm.. junior was the mr DISPLAY i mention months ago. that i am kinda interested in him.. but now, no longer. but we are still friends mahs. we went to watch 'THE CYBORG'. the one acted by rain. the korean singer/dancer. it was cute, but not very nice lah.. not worth it i think.

then afterwhich, we shopped for a while and he sent me home. it was kinda crazy for him to do so cos yah.. he is staying in HOUGANG loh.. and me.. in BUKIT BATOK. what a long journey for him to get home. =x but yah, thanks so much! =))

tuesday, 13 march '2007
meet with sk and amy initially to shop for the white v'day clothes. rmb last month, vday. i dressed up like a guy. while baobei as a girl. this white v'day 14mar, we shall switched roles.. she be a guy, while i be a girl. so it is dress and heels for me.

being a tomboy and slacking me.. i dont really have dress. so got to buy. emm.. more pple offered to join in, for the search. haha! me, sk, beeyan and shan met up and went to bugis street for the search. amy came late and joined us in bugis street later. we walked thru' the bugis street.. and there's not much suitable dress for me.

after walking the entire street. decided to settle on one dress. =)) though, it is not fantastic.. but at least it is the best that we saw. haha! then we went for our dinner. at the yukee duck rice stall. =))

after our dinner, we went icon in search for heels to match the dress. finally found. kinda high. but nbm lah. shld be can de. and somemore kinda big a little.. so got to buy the insoles and blah.. to ensure my feet will fit in.

afterwhich, went home.. THANKS beeyan, sk, shan and amy for pei-ing me shopping for the whole day. =)) grins*

wednesday, 14 march '2007
the muchly anticipated day.. baobei came to fetch me.. she dressed till abit like ahbeng look loh. but emm.. she dont really look like a bung. i think i fair better that time.. LOL! then we set off to town. wanting to watch 'Happily N'ever After'. things were good.. till we reach town.. we thought of dinner to eat what..

cos victoria is joining us. then yah. quarrel starts from here.. when she insist to vic that she wanted to sushi tei. she, knowing that i am eating sushi tei next week, still insist so. why? for teasing me? gek-ing me? all for a reason? cos vanessa is bringing me to eat. -.-""

pengs. since u insist, i have nothing to say. fine. kinda pissed already. then wanted to watch happily n'ever after. but... tickets SOLD OUT. oh great. what a day. then took the lift up to the first level. baobei, trying to get my attention.. kicked me with her sneakers. HELLO?!? i am wearing dress okay? not jeans or skirt hor... and i wearing heels loh.. not flats or shoes loh..

this really turned me off. i know u dress up like a bung. have to behave like a bung.. but do bung kick their own gf like that?!?! on a date, like white v'day!!!!! with the gf wearing dress and heels that she doesnt wear often.. it is because of THIS DATE, then i go buy the things de loh.. and, u still... ARGH. forget it. i was too angry that i walk very fast.. even with heels.

managed to catch happily never after at lido. and, my temper cools along with air-con and show~ however, i told myself. and her that.. i would nvr wear dress and heels when i am out with her again. never will i wan to risk myself again.. for getting kick and falling down. however, except for clubbing, cos some clubs have to wear heels.

then went to meet vic for dinner. we eat ichiban instead.. and went to find fionna mummy~ mummy think that baobei look more like bung then compare to me. liews. i lost. but nbm lah.. anyway, this is the last time we would play cross-dressing. after dinner, went to take neoprint. then went home.

the damn heels hurt lah. poor feet got to suffer.. AWW..

thursday, 15 march '2007
results were out. PHEW! no supp paper. thats all i am praying for. =)) grades werent good, but kind of what i expected yah. LOL!

then was kinda bored. i mish pasir ris park. since i am soo free, i wanted to make my way down.. but at first, ah chen. my bestie in secondary school days. came to my house to bake cookies for his gf.. AWW.. so sweet huh? he dont do all these de loh, his first time wor! =)) hee.

afterwhich, sent him off.. then went to have dinner with jasmine and janice at pasir ris white sands. the hk cafe there~ emm.. not very nice though. i know i dressed till very slack. from bukit batok to pasir ris.. i wear a tee and shorts. LOL!

reached early, then went to find vanessa first loh. while waiting for jasmine and janice.. finally they came and we went to eat loh. then we keep chatting and chatting. till wooh. 10 pm lerh. saw adeline also. haha! then... ... yah. met up with serena. and catch up with her all the stuff and yah, vanessa was with us as well.

serena's friends aso. then wanted to go pasir ris park, but still didnt got the chance to. and ben lai planned to go home de. but also nvr.. keep talking and talking.. and so i didnt go home. then serena gg out with her friends.. so yah, go vanessa's house stayover instead. watch hua yang there~ haha! damn funny loh the show.

then keep disturb her.. till she bth.. hahas!! so funny~

friday, 16 march '2007
woke up and accompanied vanessa to work. eat our brunch and slack there.. and wanted to go home and get changed to meet serena and shan xiong jie at tamp. but it is very troublesome for me to go back from pasir ris to bukit batok. get changed and then go down to tampines to meet serena they all loh. LOL!

so yah, went to serena's house to bathe and change instead. then meet shanxiong jie. and zhenquan aka xiaohei. we eat mac and yah.. thought of our past.. damn funny and childish loh.. pillow fights during black-out. shanxiong jie's b'day party.. AWW.. those days. those memories. where i had lotsa fun with them.

then slack slack abit.. then serena they all gg to play dota. while i make my way home..

saturday, 17 march '2007
meet shan, sk and baobei for suntec food festival! =)) grins* there's alot food to eat. haha! spend alot 20bucks like that on just the food there loh! pro right? machiam eat buffet loh. hahaha!

then after that, me and baobei went to meet wenxiong aka Gorilla. baobei's friend. hahaha! his built is like a gorilla. scary. haha! then we took cab down to zouk. and yah.. went in.. find stanley, our new friend from that time the MOS trip.. lols`

the music is nice.. and fun to dance.. but the guys there are... -.-"" pengs. keep finding chance to dance with girls.. aiyox. lucky got stanley and his friends around. to protect us.. again, i kinda say by pple.. " u dont wear specs nicer". LOL. aiya. i lazy to wear contact lens mahs. emm.. then wah. got a couple hor.. wah lao eh.. keep kissing.. engrossed in their own world.. then we keep got free show to watch. damn funny..

hahaha! and yah, i stayed in zouk phuture.. zouk zouk is.. sian. trance music.. that i never know how to dance. hahaha! emm.. yah. fun night it was. then went to eat beancurd. the geylang one.. haha! yummy yummy~ alamak! today i keep eating loh. eat alot liao wor..

then we walk around geylang~ saw ahem ahem* the prostitutes~ some quite pretty wor. the others.. AHH.. not nice de. but mostly their figures are... *drooling~ haha! then we wanna wait till 6am then take cab. to avoid the midnight charge mahs. somemore, only 20mins more to 6am nia. then we play cards.. keep play play.. till.. 630am liao. haha! then we thinking, since so late liao.. take train better. but gorilla keep ask us take cab. so yah. cab home.

reached home at 7am. bathed and sleep at around 8am..

sunday, 18 march '2007
woke up at 4pm. yawns* then yah.. slacking now loh~ lols!