neither side

sometimes somehow i could sense
the sacarsm in your words
that slowly changes the view
i had for you
perhaps u meant it or u dont
or u dont even realise it
was i too sensitive?
i hope so

yah. its my fault
everything i do
seems so wrong
nothing seems to please you
there's always smthg for you to say me
i know, i'm imperfect
bad at balancing as well

was it a balance issue
or smthg else
blame me
for all that happen
if this could resolve things

changes is wad i fear
for anything
everything..
but sad to say,
constantly things are changing.
so am i.
being more and more
piggy each day.

hahas! if i could
smile and laugh
freely..
laugh off all unhappiness
sleep off all tears


stoning for i dunno what cld i do..
lost again-*