anniversary

i forgot the date, till i make a birthday card for my little boy 9th birthday.
his birthday falls on the anniversary date. 24march.
inevitably, memories flows back in the brain.
my iphone passcode used to be this date till someone spotted it.
time to change my card passcode as well.

probably the date would already mean nothing to you.
having to see you moving on with your life, i'm happy.
let everything remained in the past.
and, i able to get along with my life; slowly forgetting the meaning of this date.
somehow it still hurts. but i believe it will heal eventually.

being together for a long time doesnt seem to be a good idea.
cos it takes a longer time to heal. to let go of everything.
that the heart preferred to be protected by layers of wall.
don't want to hurt others. or be hurt.