i lost.

guess i'm giving up. yah. he's been clear cut enuff. in some way or another. tearing* yes, i'm tearing..

xi huan yi ge ren hen xin ku. i tried before such feeling. and why am i doing it again? why am i torturing myself. think i am getting out of this misery soon. i'll leave you alone and no longer bothers you..

xiaotoot stays away. tears alone. **











will not msg you again, unless u msg me first.
which is impossible.
will not call you again, unless there's a need to.
which is less likely.
will just leave you, to calm my heart down.
to stop those tears from falling.


been hurt. tears~