i mish you, devon

tueday, 06 feb'07
i had class today. but smart me. should be forgot to start alarm. i dont even know my phone rang. got missed calls and msg. i woke up at around 1pm. damn. missed my classes! ARGH. hate myself for it.

for being too piggy. damn. seeing that it is already 1pm, i went back to sleep. till 7.30pm. what a piggy i am. tmr i got to go class. no more skipping!!!!!!


**slaps myself**






i mish you. sighs. if i hadnt msg u first, would you? u wont! if i hadn't call you first, would you? u wont! sometimes i wonder, is it right for me to msg u, or call you. or even pop by the shop to find you. am i interfering your life? am i disturbing? tell me. shut me off, if u think so. tell me to stop msg you. then i wouldnt.


valentines is coming. 8 days more. i should spend this day with my baobei. but she asked me if i want to ask you out instead. should i? i dunno. i doubt u have the time for me. or u may not even wan to spend the day with me. **troubled** i hate to think. sighs.



project superstar finals. diya sang this song. somehow it describes how i feel. by blue~






Blue- "You make me wanna" lyrics~

You know you make me wanna.
You know you make me wanna.

To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
Baby that's why:

chorus
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won't end no, no.
They'll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
And baby that's why:

repeat chorus

I'll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we'll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you've never know before
We're gonna make love oh' woo' oh.

repeat chorus twice




** i mish you so. dying soon. its hurting. hopeless. if only, that day it didnt happen. i need not ponder about such things.