lies again

i'm very fed up with u.
this is your weakest point.
and guess should we break up,
this is the cause of it.

one day i will really leave you
for this.
for once, you can never learn your lesson
it happens before
and who knows it will happen again.

till the day u learn to reject people.
i can chop off my head.
you are one selfish brat
one hand can say that you dont like the person
the other can tell the person, 'no lah. it is not the right time.'

what the fcuk.
why cant you just tell her the way u tell us?
jus say that u merely treat her like a lil' sister.
nothing else more than that.
just friends. there's no hope for now and forever.
and you also know that ur buddy/ her cousin strongly object
to you two de r/s if ever it happens.

why do u have to give her false hope
that it is not the right time?
come on.
obviously, u are leading people on
and u can tell me, u are not
what nonsense.

moreover, she has already text you
saying that as long as u say how u feel
and all.
she will know what to do.
and thats wad u told her.
making her to wait.

you tell me,
how not to angry.
you are fcuking contradicting.
and i hate you for that.
dont criticise people when you doing the same.

i'm boiling. serious.
and for that she says, for now i'll meet u like friends ya.
what nonsense.
to you, you will treat it like friends.
to her, i bet not. she'll text u, meet you as often
and knowing her u treat her as friends(for now)
but knowing that there's might be a chance.

u say u are not at fault.
trouble come to you.
not u go find trouble.
yes, i dont deny that fact.
but you are at fault for not rejecting
the trouble. for not pushing the trouble away.

it is the same case
if a guy try to hug or kiss me.
it is my duty to push him away.
in respect for you.
and not let him just do it.

by not pushing it away.
u are leaving your trouble with you.

forget it.
u dont understand.
right now, there's lies.
and u know i hate it.