my life, my misery.

we lost the happiness in us.
all that we did, we tried is futile.
its no longer the same.
instead, fear builds up at the sight of u.
i cant help but to turn around and run
to escape
to not face you and reality..

any mention of you,
my mind will seems to weight alot.
so heavy that i begin to have headache
that my eyes started tearing.
helpless, i am.
weak, i am..

glad that i have friends
to hear my complains and whining.
they have made my day better
by removing you out of my brain.
sometimes i prefer to have
no memory of you and all that happened.

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got back in contact with a few of my friends
i wanted to go out with all of you.
i mish those days.
=)) those supper days.
* tp 0607 otc pple / freshies
* timberland mates

met some of my freshies at zouk!
their first time there. omg.
so much of a co-incidence!

met up with tbl pple.
loves to hear stories from them.
surprisingly, i'm a listener there.
which i seldom be one.

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i'm getting my sushi tei soon!
*hint hint*
so happie. so lucky.
to have baby you.
=p